Leave ...
Now I understand why G and Dr. Jones stopped writing.
I also take a leave from the blog ... till things fall in order.
Recording the life as time passes ...
Now I understand why G and Dr. Jones stopped writing.
I also take a leave from the blog ... till things fall in order.
I over heard this in the barber shop ...
Waiting is killing me these days ...
It was the Pride Weekend this weekend ... I did not go to the parade ... But I did something equally gay ... I washed all the window glasses ... something which I had not done in the last 15 years.
We'll do it all ... Everything ... On our own
We don't need ... Anything ... Or anyone
If I lay here ... If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and ... just forget the world?
I don't quite know ... How to say ... How I feel
Those three words ... Are said too much ... They're not enough
If I lay here ... If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and ... just forget the world?
Forget what we're told ... Before we get too old
Show me a garden ... that's bursting into life
Let's waste time ... Chasing cars ... Around our heads
I need your grace ... To remind me ... To find my own
If I lay here ... If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and ... just forget the world?
Forget what we're told ... Before we get too old
Show me a garden ... that's bursting into life
All that I am ... All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes ... They're all I can see
I don't know where ... Confused about how as well
Just know that these things ... Will never change for us at all
If I lay here ... If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and ... just forget the world?
PS: My favorite line as a lazy lover is ... If I lay here ... If I just lay here ... Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
My journey started with Jool Vern, then Isaak Asimov (Robot laws) and I guess I stopped with Arthur C. Clarke ...
Last night in a moment of drunkenness it came to my mind that like the tripods in Rendezvous with Rama I am a trinity fan ... three type of teas ... three type of coffees ... three type of liquors ... three type of spices ... three type of shampoos ...
I'm loosing it ...
It was March 2007 ... this is how the legend starts ... I'm so ****ing ****ed up by some people these ****ing days and they keep ****ing me over and over ... As I stand and look back at my life (1/3 of it, if not less) ... I see that there has always been someone abusing my good nature ...
But you never know ... someday in future ... 10 years, 10 months, or 10 days from now ... if not never ... that coin might flip to the other side ... or ... that apple might make another turn (if you are Newtonian) ... That day ... I'll **** those guys in a way that they will write in history books and generation after generation they'll pass the pay back legend to their ****ing descendants ...
And if that day never came ... well **** them all ... I keep drinking and won't give a **** about them and their miserable being ... cause people who are ignorant and are not aware of their ignorance, are in complex ignorance state and there is no way out of that kind of ignorance.
It snowed the entire night ... where is the spring.
I'm not a fan of cold weather ... leaving a side working in it...
Ten years ago ... I would have not gone to work if it was raining and my brother had took the car (the luxury I could afford when my parents were paying the rent) ... but living in the Isle for couple of years and having the bike as main means of transport-unless F/M/E were around-made me used to the feeling of having soaked waterproofs on ... Nowadays that I am closer to the North Pole, the concept of cold has totally changed its definition in my tiny nutshell, especially after working for two weeks in open field at the centre of storm, while most of the people even didn't go to office those days as there was a weather alert …
Some of the lessons I have learned this winter are:
1. New weatherman terminologies: blowing snow, heavy snow and freezing rain
2. For an employee, it doesn't matter what the weather is, if you have to be on a job … you can only leave earlier to be there on time, so there is no point of following the weather network channel all the time … I think I have to reach my dad’s age to become a fan of that channel
3. Wind chill is a killer especially when humidity is so high … it's like ice needles pushed against your skin ... believe me it makes you cry ...
4. Keep mobile/cell (depending on your continent you might prefer one of these terms) phones close to your heart … and that’s not because you don’t want to miss phone calls from your sweethearts … but because the battery dies in cold in less than an hour … unfortunately that happened to me on Valentine’s day … and I’m still begging for the forgiveness
5. Sensitive teeth, hot coffee and chill weather don’t mix … now I understand why my uncle always asks me about brushing my teeth
6. The weather updates usually announce the guaranteed highs (temperature) of the day ... don’t be fooled by this because it could be much colder during the entire day
7. There is no point of leaving gloves in the car’s glove compartment (Oxford dictionary should change this term for its cross Atlantic editions) … because they would be as cold as the steering wheel
8. White winter ... every day your cloths and car are covered in brine and sand ... that's why its a white winter and it doesn't matter if its snowing or not
9. How to dress for -30oC:
-feet/hands: 3 winter socks + winter boots with insulation/woolen glove + plastic glove
-head/neck/eyes: hoodies + woollen hat + waterproof hat +hard hat+ woollen tube to protect neck/nose + protective glasses … the tears turn into ice on eyelashes as well as the running nose as it hits a surface
-legs: 2 thermal underwear + jean+ overall +waterproof
-torso: 2 thermal underwear + sweater + hoodies + overall + another sweater + insulated waterproof
Yes ... the mobility would be as limited as having a space suit on ... and still if you saw me jumping up and down or throwing punches in the air … it's not because I have won a lottery or I'm practicing for the fight club ... but it is because it's bloody cold. PS1: This photo was taken at 3:00pm ... compare it with earlier posts in February to see how bad was the visibility today. PS2: If one day, like all non-native residents, I wanted to pick a name, it would be Frozen ****s ,(C) belongs to F.
... Not a Charlie's fan or any of his angels (well maybe Cameron) ... and that's not because of his train collection or talking to plants ... But its ridicules that media mocks him about his justified comments about a junk-food chain.
And suddenly I miss home, couple of links: Faces of Iran, Inside Iran, Iranians, Throughout
VISTA is out ... so exciting ... oooo ... come on guys ... get a life ... there is nothing exciting about Billy getting richer ...
I haven't gone back to drinking wine from the bottle ... yet ... but ... again I'm in a period that I can only swallow my sorrows - no apparent reason - with a hard long drink ...
Ya ... subtitled: yes in Swedish ... What a crap add ... I guess its Herbal Essences ... maybe they assume people are so ignorant that need translation for sounds too
A year has passed ... I'm either on coffee or alcohol ... what are you on?
I can prove that Graham Bell (who also immigrated to Canada) was single and unemployed at the time of his big invention ... cause he didn't have a clue ... how valuable it is to be detached/disconnected from everything/everyone once in a while and have moment of peace just for himself.